hello darlings.
I don't feel so good.. mom is watching every move i make. She makes sure that i eat,my sisters are making remarks about anorexia and what not. How will i ever achieve the body i want if they are always here to mess things up? and do you know what she did? she had food delivered for me to eat. i feel like such a fat-ass!
i want to be thin sooooo bad! i will just have a liquid fast tomorrow. everyone's gonna be busy because we will celebrate something i will not eat. i will swim the whole day and sleep after.
I'll just drink mom's slimming tea, it gives good results.she knows that i drink it. :D it makes my stomach flat and shizz.
aww. i feel like such a failure. I promised myself not to eat. But i just can't.
"you know you're fat if your shorts are riding up on your thighs."
Lot's of love
--red <3
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