Hello Guys,
how have you been doing? I took a break from blogging, i was just so busy with things. Anyway, how's the first month of the year going so far?
I just want to update on what's going on with my life. So if you have nothing to do... read this perhaps?
So here it goes, i met this guy a couple of years ago. I was mean to him at first, he looked like a jerk,a womanizer, an up-to-no-good kinda boy. a rebel. I JUST HATE HIM IN SO MANY WAYS! months passed, i forgot about the hate, i always see him around our subdivision,everything's cool.
December last year, we held a Christmas party at our subd. , he asked me about my lip piercing, we talked, we played guitar for a bit ..suddenly a friend of ours got drunk and he cant go home smelling like beer and shiz, So we decided we'll look after him. We talked for hours about everything, my impression towards him changed. I felt something completely weird. I asked myself "do i actually like him?".
The day after he messaged me, i was shocked and curious,where'd he get my number. But i cant help smiling. He asked me if i could go out later that day,i said okay. We talked again, he said he was gon go to hongkong for 2 weeks,he said he'll miss me. I didn't believe him, I replied oh-kaayyy. I mean, why would i? we just started to get to know each other. Later that night,he asked me to go out again,since i have nothing else to do,i went out to meet him outside, we were walking...he grabs me by the waist and just started kissing me intensely. I didn't know why i didn't bother to push him away. He told me, the first time he saw me, he was stunned and he was hesitating whether to talk to me or not. It was just then when he had the guts to.
He went to hongkong,he messaged me right away. And the rest is just pure bliss.
RESUMING OF CLASSES: January 5th
i talked to my best friend about this considering she's the one who knows the world of boyfriends and what not. During this time i was still confused, is what we have just a fling? I didn't want to hurt myself so i put my guard up.
dismissal time, i was walking my way home, i head footsteps behind me, i looked back.. and to my surprise it was him! he came back! exactly two weeks :D he said sorry he didnt text me right away,he lost his phone in HK. I asked him where he was going, he was actually about to go to my place to ask what my number is. (aww..) . After i finished my schoolwork, i went out to meet up with him. He asked if i could court me..i was hesitating.. (mom said if guys want to court me.she has to meet them first.) I didn't want to tell him that right away, that's like nerve wrecking .
"I want to meet your mom to ask her personally" he said. I forgot to breathe. I asked him if he was sure. He said he's perfectly sure.
HELLO MY NAME IS: JANUARY 6th
he went to my place, talked to my mom. They got along pretty well. I was ecstatic! so now, we're official.
It's been fun hanging out with him, he's not really what i thought he was. last saturday, we went out with his buddy and his buddys girl audrey.
she told me, that he(my supposedly bf) is changing for the better and that maybe it's me who's changing him. She was impressed. They've known each other for a long time. She even told me she was surprised that i was nice.(which is weird. but okay)
I KNOW NOW: january 22
He always tells me that he loves me, but i dont believe him...until that encounter with audrey, it totally changed my mind. This is the day i realized. I Love Him Too. To me it doesnt matter if we just knew each other, but i really feel it, haven't felt like this in a long time and it feels great.
we'll be celebrating our first month together this feb 6th. i want to make it special.
..... to be continued
SO that's about all that's happened to me.
anything similar happened to you? :) tell me about it <3
LOTS OF LOVE!! stay strong
